The last beginning

After being disappointed several times, a helpless man is left with no other option than to give himself in hands of death. This is the last beginning of his new life! The life about which none of us is sure and about which most of us deceive ourselves by speculating it as nothingness, no happiness no pain. I would very much like to believe that life after our current life leads us to state of peace and sacred calm, that grave is a place where you don't have to face any worldly problem. In fact I would like to imagine it as the place where one can have dreamless and calm sleep forever. I guess people who commit suicide must have the vague idea that they would get rid of all problems which seem to have chasing them since their birth. But how unfortunate! Unfortunate but just. Grave is the place where we have to bear the burden of our sins, which might become beginning of new, but difficult life. It is the place where we have to see our own soul! It depends now how much we have infected our soul in this little world. Death is not a source of freedom for everyone. It is equivalent to a case when a prisoner is shifted from one jail to another. Nor it is the last beginning. We ourselves don't know how many lives we have had and how many we will have. In fact we are immortal. Death is just a small interval between separation and recombination of soul and body. We are never free, never! In fact we are not made for freedom. It has been put in our nature to worship. All of us are always worshipping; those who don't worship God, worship money or people or satin or any other temptation of life. We are never free, so its pretty useless to give oneself to death to get freedom! Of these worshippers, successful are those who worship their true Lord, Allah Almighty. And who follow the right path....